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Blog EntrysadFeb 5, '08 2:35 AM
for everyone


i feel sad. i don't know why but i do. which is weird kasi i just came from a retreat and retreats are supposed to make you feel better right? i was happy yesterday, i'm just not happy anymore. feeling this way sucks. kasi i can't realy explain why i'm feeling this way. i just do. i remember tuloy what mikko said last night as we were going home from the retreat, " i don't remember the last time that i thought to myself that i was happy."

me too.

i don't remember the last time that at the end of the day naisip ko, "i'm happy."

everything in my life is going good right now. God has given me so much blessings that i have no reason to complain. and i'm not complaining. i love my job. i have great friends. i'm about to be part of a community again. things are definitely good right now. but for some unexplainable reason, i just feel sad. does that make sense?

sigh.

i need to pray on this.
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melaimoi wrote on Feb 5
change the font color again. anyway, i'll continue praying for you.
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tanyafranco wrote on Feb 5, edited on Feb 5
hi april:) sadness and happiness, these are all emotions. Emotions are changing every moment of our lives. It's okay to feel sad. The fact that you are acknowledging such is admirable. :) This only means that you are vulnerable, and being vulnerable doesn't make us less as a person. I actually see it as drawing us closer to God even more.
In one of my favorite books, Strong women, soft hearts, It was said that God wants our hearts more than anything else, and vulnerability means that we are actually trusting God that He will take every inch of our concerns.

:)
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tyneebubbles wrote on Feb 5
isipin mo na lang Aps. if you don't know what sad feels like, you can't feel happy diba? Just pray, Aps. Don;t dwell on it... acknowledge it and then move along. :) idaan mo sa pagdadasal :)
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greenaloe wrote on Feb 6
melaimoi said
change the font color again. anyway, i'll continue praying for you.
oo nga eh. hindi ko naman alam na ganyan lalabas dito. kasi naka-link lng naman toh sa totoong blog ko. pasensya na ha! =p
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greenaloe wrote on Feb 6
tanyafranco said
hi april:) sadness and happiness, these are all emotions. Emotions are changing every moment of our lives. It's okay to feel sad. The fact that you are acknowledging such is admirable. :) This only means that you are vulnerable, and being vulnerable doesn't make us less as a person. I actually see it as drawing us closer to God even more.
In one of my favorite books, Strong women, soft hearts, It was said that God wants our hearts more than anything else, and vulnerability means that we are actually trusting God that He will take every inch of our concerns.

:)
thanks tanya! i'm feeling much better now. i think i'm just in a weird funk right now. or i might be seriously depressed na. joke! i'm ok naman! still not as happy as i would want to be but i'm surviving. that's all that matters. si Lord na bahala sa akin. =)
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greenaloe wrote on Feb 6
tyneebubbles said
isipin mo na lang Aps. if you don't know what sad feels like, you can't feel happy diba? Just pray, Aps. Don;t dwell on it... acknowledge it and then move along. :) idaan mo sa pagdadasal :)
onga eh. i might just be feeling the blues. baka kasi the SE weekend was a high so now i'm on a low. tama ba yun?! hahahaha! but i'm feeling much better now! =)
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